Funny how time flies, so fast that sometimes we even forgot how far we have gone in our lives. I decided to come here and pour out some of my feelings before I go sleep and before the clock strikes 2am. Looking through my facebook profile before this, I realised so much happened since 2011 and how much everyone of us have moved on in our lives. It's always these moments when you start to realise how precious all these moments were. You start to ponder how you could have reacted to ameliorate all those seemingly insignificant events in our lives. Once again, what's has happened has happened and there's no point crying over spilled milk, so are those times when we laughed, we cried and we sang. Perhaps that is how unqiuely things are supposed to turn out for us. Some people may have left our circle of life, new people enter and yeap, that's life.

Scrolling through the posts that I have made or people have made were kinda of refreshing. I don't remember those comments which people and I made. Not insensitive or negative comments but just you know, those day-to-day comments one have for another on facebook. Emotions and thoughts just kept flowing back as I read through the comments and started to realise how reminiscent I can get at times. Sometimes I may appear to be ignorant to all these kind of emotions associated with departure-kind of friendships as everyone embark on their next phase of life. I may even tell you, "well, yeap so that's that." Indefinitely, I am guilty of taking a hard time to convince myself to move on. Yes, everyone has to move on with their lives. But to say "I have moved on," isn't something easy. It's takes time. No amount of time, however, would suffice that self-confirmation that I have moved on. 

Nevertheless, you need the 'present' in order to have a 'past'. Time keeps ticking, and what we could perhaps do best is to spend wholeheartedly with the people you meet, no matter how it turns out in the end. It's quite amazing (or rather not so amazing) to realise how time can make friendships grow so strong and at the same time, dilute some to that as bland as plain water. Okay, maybe I'm really thinking too much in the middle of the night and I start to get emo-ish or something. Goodnight!